Tonight is the night that everyone will find out how living a different life is really like. Believe me, 5.5 years ago I never thought I would be living
This life. On January 25, 2005 I met the faithful day that everything changed for me. It seems like yesterday/yet it seems so long ago. I have learned two degrees, undergone 7 surgeries, seen my Daughter grow-up. My husbands children have children. My daughter become pregnant and now I feel like a prisoner in my own life. I am not allowed to make my own decisions, go anywhere without my husband "allowing" me too and monitoring my meditications. Hell, he had the nerve to tell me 3 hours after my having a Cryothermoablation that I "did not need any Morphine for break-thru pain that the ultram and tylenol was just fine." Well, ladies and gents I am here to tell you I am allergic to Tordol and Mortrin and since both of these are what I was suppose to have for treatment I have suffered for three days! So glad that he know what pain is... I know that he has no idea...he would still be whinning and whimmering....
To top all this off I am an advocate of a Life long wife beater, and alocholic. My father (whom is suffering of
Lung Cancer) Why because my bothers can not handle it... They were here this Sat. for a whole 6 hours along with my 6 year old and 8 year old grandchildren...story about these two later. <My 2nd Life>
Teresa
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